Red Alert!

When I've been focused on fighting for something that I thought I should gain by this year (and I guess God decided the opposite way for me -_-"), I realize I've been neglected my job a lot. And when the RED ALERT come, it's a bit too late. Troubles in front of me and I cannot avoid it. I've been slapped in my face and woken up to the real world. Must start over everything I guess.. I'm sorry T__T

I will work properly this time..

*God forgive me and please help me*