Tired

Ah.. feel very tired today, not much I could write rite now. Just finished working on some work that I left out this last 2 days. Will start to write again tomorrow I guess, it's Sunday anyway... my happy holiday, ha!

Emooooooooo

Argh.. I still feel bad about what happened this last few days.. the delay.. less communication for a while..feel emotional n in blue.. Well it might be just mood swing as part of premenstrual syndrome anyway, lol

I must sleep now, will have a long trip tomorrow.. two cities in a day. Yes, I'm a soldier! Ha!


Bye for now, will share pics from my trip tomorrow soon..
Wish me luck with my love life, they said it should be my year :p
Amien..

Runaway Bride

I'm not talking about movie with this title :p >> Runaway Bride (1999) : Julia Robert, Richard Gere, John Cusack << Tho it has the same content, but I'm talking about my dream last nite, lol. Yeah.. this is not my first time to talking about my dream in my blog. If you don't like it, so just leave this post! Haha

Okay, here's the story. I can't remember what's the beginning of this dream, but what I remember is I suddenly stuck in condition that I must marry my ex bf (yes, the cheater guy!) that day at 9am. OMG?! Even in my dream I don't want to marry him! It was 7am (my dream time:D) and I just suddenly runaway from that place and went to a family's flat that I believe will safe me. It was a kind family, I dunno who are they (weird dream again, lol). In my dream I told to my self that "I like someone now and I don't want to marry that cheater!" lol.. even in my dream his title was a cheater :p

I think this weird dream affected by what happened in my real life the day before...
* The cheater guy - contacted me for several times last week, and talking about nonsense. He will be marry this year and still contacted me talking about crap thing. Hello.. we're done! A friend told me that he's actually tried to cheat with me, checking whether I still interested to him. Well.. NOT ANYMORE man! Yesterday he text me said : it's raining in your city >> another crap! Don't u ever think that I will reply it, haha.. I was so annoyed with his text maybe that's why I dreamed about him, a nightmare for me.. lol
* Yesterday I feel sad. A special plan at the end of this month must be delayed until summer. Yeah.. feel upset.. disappointed.. yes, I cried yesterday :D >> sad feeling sometimes give us nightmare! T_T

It was a nightmare, at least I made it runaway from that stupid marriage in my dream, ha!

Brida - Love and Courage

Ever since time began, people have recognized their true Love by the light in their eyes.

“When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way.” 

“But how will I know who my Soulmate is?” Brida felt that this was one of the most important questions she had ever asked in her life.
“By taking risks” she said to Brida. ‘ By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.” 

Quotes from Brida by Paulo Coelho

**Perfect fit for what I feel tonight... I decide to choose a path and taking the risks ;)

Where are u Hidung?

This is the second day my cat is missing. We already looking for him yesterday, but cannot find him. Our neighbors also did not see him all day. It's so weird, he just suddenly vanished. I feel so sad T_T

I hope he's okay, maybe found a cute kitty and feel interested to her and chasing her for few days like other cats when they are going to have sex. But after that come back home again. hopefully that's what happened :)

We will looking for him again this afternoon. Hope will find him ^_^ Amien...

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3PM - He's back with skinny tummie, lol
Sooooo happy! Thanks God!