Oh April!

Sudah berapa bulan gak pernah nulis di blog ini? OMG sok sibuk! Hahahaha..
The truth is... klupaan kalo punya blog karena kelamaan gak ngeblog. Dulu suka banget nulis review belanja, nah sekarang belanjanya di Cina, nulis review bakalan dibaca siapa? Hahahaha

Happy Birthday!

Well, it was couple days ago. I was sick. I was too sick to celebrate it, nor blog about it. Sounds sucks huh? Yes, kinda...

Anyways.. so many years passed since I arrived in this world. I need to ask myself what I have done so far. I was kind of loosen up these last couple years, need to get back on track spiritually and financially, LOL

Happy Birthday, Engi! Let's do better in upcoming years!

Goodbye 2015

Last day of 2015. It's sunny yet foggy or I can say... Smoggy??!! LOL

2015 was a hard year for me. School stress, miscarriage, and slow business are the rocks. But you know what? I shed tears, but I made it till the end!

Goodbye 2015! Looking forward to brighter year in 2016!

Mopping time!

Ngepel di musim dingin itu... Sesuatu banget! Brrrrrrrr.... 

#winter #cleaning #mopping

Flowers received!

Dapet kiriman bunga dari Bebe.  Bingung . Perasaan ultah ku masih 3 bulan lagi, kok udah dapet bunga? Lol

Lagi romantis dia rupanya, kata dia karna Aq lagi gak enak badan. Aihhhhh... Co cweeeettttt...

Love you Be!

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In pain again... Doh...

Stuck again... Doh...

Xian here I come!

It's 6:30 in the morning and I already hangout at the airport 😆 I will go to Xian to meet my dentist. It will be our first meeting after I moved to Nanjing. I hope it will goes well.

The taxi driver who took me to the airport this morning was really nice. Middle aged guy with a happy face. He was confused when I told him I would like to go to "jichang" - airport in Chinese (yes, my Chinese is terrible, lol). He was thinking for couple seconds and suddenly shout, airport! Hahaha... That was cute! Not many taxi driver can speak English 😁

To be honest I feel freaking sleepy right now. I'm not a coffee person, but I need something warm to wake me up. Well, I will go for hot milk tea then 😘 Heading to McCafe...

Mid Term Week.. Again...

So, today is the last day of this semester mid-term exams. I finished my mid-term exam for my XML class yesterday. I still have one more assignment to submit for my Python class.  I almost finished it, just need to make sure I will get better grade this time. Last assignment for the same program for Perl language my professor gave me 85/100. He said he concern about usability of my program. That was the nice way to say my program was useless, lol... Okay, need to get breakfast and start to work again.. Ciao!

Sunday Afternoon

I used to be exploring the city on Sunday afternoon... or just laying around the house and enjoying the day. Be lazy, snuggling on the couch with my hubby...

Now...

He has to work overtime while I'm doing my school assignments... I forget that I haven't take shower all day. My oh my... what a stinky lady! >.< LOL

Oh.. Sunday afternoon...

Libur 'tlah tiba!

Akhirnya.. tugas terakhir kelar juga! Final exam juga udah kelar 3 hari lalu. Legaaaa rasanya summer course udah kelar.  Aku punya sekitar sebulan sebelum Fall courses dimulai :D

Besok pengen jalan-jalan ke Kangfu Lu (tempat grosis fashion), pengennya berangkat pagi-pagi soalnya kalo udah agak siangan panas banget. Maklum udah summer. Abis itu pengennya ke Vivo city trus pulang. Moga aja gak gitu rame soalnya hari Minggu -_-"

Btw, aku nggak sengaja nelan rubber ring di braces ku. Hari senin musti ke Hospital buat pasang lagi. Tadi udah nanya ke dentist yang pernah nangani aku, kata dia gak apa-apa ketelan, tapi diseuruh makan sayur yang banyak biar cepat keluar. Hahahaha!

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Accept the defeat and be peace with yourself.

New battle has arrived

Yes, new battle has arrived.
No more playing candy crush saga on my tab, or watching tv all day long... Holiday is over!
Javascript is waiting for me, the professor seems pretty strict about grades and very meticulous. So many assignments n projects waiting for me. Be strong Engi, be strong!

I fail I learn

So I made stupid mistake last night. I submitted the wrong file for my last assignment for my c class. It has no header, so I got 30 points deduction. I worked on the program for a week. I couldn't make it work as it is should be, but I know I should get at least 80 points. But because of my stupidity I only get 50 points! I worked hard the whole semester  to get A grade, but now I can't make it because my carelessness 😞 I feel so upset..

I need to swallow this bitter pill, learn my lesson and move on.

Breath... Breath...

The class cost me a lot of money.

Breath... Breath...

I need to do yoga 😒

Time is running out!

Our time is running out

Our time is running out

You can't push it underground

You can't stop it screaming out...

(Time is running out - Muse)

Yes, I love this song! But I hate the fact that, that is what I feel right now.

I took 2 classes this semester. I will have final exams in 2 weeks. I have 2 more assignments to do, and I have 1 final project to be done by April 4th. I have not read course material for this week. I should have started working on my final project today. But I have so many things to do, and now already 9pm, OMG!!  >.<

I feels like a turtle. I'm super duper slow... and this turtle is trying to crossing a highway that full of cars, yaich!! I wish 1 day is 36 hours!

HELP!!!

*... panting...*

I need to take a break for tonight... 

Happy birthday to me!

Turn 31.
Got a lot of gifts from Bebe, makes me feel special.
Adenomyosis hate me, it give me pain on my birthday.
God love me, He give me such a wonderful life, make stronger every single day.. Thank you for all of your blessings!
Happy birthday to me 

Death

Few days ago I heard from my old friend that my friend from my previous job passed away because of accute stomach ulcers problem. I was shocked, hes only 1 year older from me. Too young to die .. He was a very kind person, friendly and help others a lot. Who ever thought that he will leave this world that fast? But guess what, you cannot choose when you born and that's also mean you cannot choose when are you going to die. Death is something that every human being  will experience. Death .. Is something that I scares about..

Midterm Exam

Just finished my first midterm exam after 8 years graduated from University.
My oh my... I feel old now, LOL

I was very nervous. But I was well prepared, so I'm quite confident I will get a good grade ;)

Hello October!

Oh wow, its the second week of October already. Time flies!

October its a sad month for me. My dad passed away at this month, 5 years ago. He was a very nice guy, a very patient person, a good teacher and amazing father. He was a hard worker and really serious about his job. I'm so proud of him. Although he is not in this world anymore, but I know he is watching me...

So what's up this last few weeks?
Well, I found out that I have adenomyosis. It's a condition when tissue that should be grow inside your uterus grown inside uterus muscles. It caused I have a painful period every month. I know its a bad news but I decided to accept it and will do my best to help my body fight this condition. We will talk about it more...

Another news, my class for my second Bachelor's degree started last month. Need to push my brain to "think" again, lol! This week will be my midterm exam, I feel nervous @_@

More news....
* Got some problem on my E business -_-" God give me strength...
* Earned some extra money by become a part time Taobao agent,  Thank God! ^_^ Was very time consuming but I learn more about Taobao and shipping to another country process. More about this later!
* I bought a slow juicer! Yeppppp... welcome to a healthier life style!
* My Bebe bought an XBOX slim, he really love it!

Okay, will write more soon... Writing journal will help me to lose stress from my head!
have a great weekend everyone! ^_^

Hongkong airport sleepover again!

It's cold, I already wear sweater (okay it's thin, hehe) and shawl but it's darn still cold >.< Only sleep for one hour, can't sleep anymore after that. Yawning like crazy but really can't sleep. I can feel my eyes starting swollen. I bet I will sleep on the plane later :D

There's a lady sleeping on the bench behind me, so peaceful.. How could she do that?!

This airplane has been parking here all night. It's 4am now. I can see some activities already started. One plane already moved to certain gate. And the baggage car already start moving around. Wow they are very early.

Can't hardly wait until I'm home, feel so tired...

How grateful are you?

I have been at home town for 2 weeks. Somehow this moment make me realize how lucky I am.. I forgot about it for a while, and I think I need to write it to remind my self :)

1- I'm grateful for my mom, sister, cousin and family who love me

2- I'm grateful for my wonderful husband. An answer of my prayer long time ago

3- I'm grateful for my pets who love me all this time

4- I'm grateful for my job, that's why I need to work harder and save more for our future 

5- I'm grateful for my health

6- I'm grateful I still able to give others small gifts, I wish I can give more

7-I'm grateful for your love god, without your love I'm nothing in this world!