Still trying to sleep

Relaxing music still playing gently, doesn't make me fall asleep yet. My stomach still hurt.

I want to grateful to god for yesterday ,

#1- it was black out all day and they also cut off the water, but I can go to downtown to fixed my tooth and bought new pants and blouse at kangfu lu

#2- had wonderful hot pot dinner with Bebe, David,and Ying .

#3- my dentist said she like how the way I talk

#4- the shop keeper where I bought my pants said I'm beautiful, of course she might say that just because I bought her pants, lol

4 vs 2 -- positivity still won!

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It's 1am.

Awake because stomach ache. Something wrong with my stomach since yesterday. Always have stomach problem after period. Menstrual cramps might swolen my blood vessels around my stomach ? Just guessing..  My menstrual pain is worse since I moved to china, I dunno why.. Lucky Bebe always be supportive in every way.. He's sleeping now, peacefully 😍

It feels gassy inside my intestines, but it can't go out.. Ouch! 

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It's March 13, had no time to write here for weeks. Did not write about my birthday neither. Oh well that was not that good anyways. I was feel stressful turned into 30. Has no "real" job, has not reach my personal goal. Feel sad.. Bebe tried to make me feel better, thank you Bebe.. but the problem is on me..

Just realized that become house wife is not easy. House errands really time consuming. Or maybe my time management is very bad. I think the second one is my real problem. Still cannot manage my time very well. Always feel tired at the end of the day. But at least now I have time to do exercise regularly. Yes I push my self to do that, to be healthy. I want to have six packs before I decide to have baby, lol.

Oh well, this is life. I think I need to push my self a little harder..

Time to preparing dinner.. TTYL