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Just read this interesting article...

http://tolovehonorandvacuum.com/2013/02/7-thoughts-that-will-change-your-marriage/

 I will start to write my own gratitude journal!

Panic Attacks... Again...

I had 2 light panic attacks in a week. I was able to control it, drank a lot of water and controlled my breathing. Still.. I was annoyed with this kind of attack, tired of it.. Why can't my brain works normally? Stop sending false alarm!!!

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People are change.

Maybe they are not.

Maybe you are never knew them that well.

That's break your heart.

Maybe you live in your own world all this time.

The fantasy world of your own.

When the fact is different.

How would you synchronized them?

Would you just cry day by day?

Would you runaway?

Or would you change yourself?

People are change.

Why being so sad... ?

Kang Le Pet Hospital - Zizu's Big Day!

Introducing our sweetheart... His name is ZIZU

He loves to bite, play rough, crazy little kitty! Lol.. We found him strayed nearby our apartment neighborhood 2 weeks ago. He was so skinny and dirty.

This afternoon we took him to vet to get health check, vaccine, and neutered. We found a pet hospital not far from place where we live. This hospital called Kang Le Pet Hospital. For foreigner that can't speak Chinese, finding pet hospital could be a pain in the ass. But we were lucky, we accidentally found it because it's near to our fave pizza place 😁

So here is the hospital

 

I took picture around it's neighborhood so u could find it easier cuz the place a little bit hiding. 

It's a small clinic with one doctor and one staff. The doctor don't speak English but the staff could speak English a little, so quite help. They are nice and helpful. 

So zizu got health checked (460 yuan), neutered/surgery (400 yuan), and vaccinated for rabies and toxoplasma (110 yuan), total we must pay 970 yuan for the whole process. Zizu got his vaccine report book and we need to take other vaccine next month.

Neutered is something big for a cat. He looked so happy when I picked him up at the hospital, he was still under anesthetic. Looked like drunken car, lol. Growling sometimes.. Feels like telling us he is not comfortable.. 

Poor baby, he still feel weak. Get well soon zizu, we love u so much bitty cat!!!

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Omg it's October already. I can't do most of my plans on time. September was a tough month for my business n my personal life. Some problems made me think and think again about my life. I know that this life won't be 100% as what u want it to be, be the fact made me feel sad..

Be tough is part of our role in this world, somehow I feel weak rite now. Need to gain my strength again.. Stop being sad about small things that disappointed me. That's how people become adult rite?

Have nothing left to say for now. I miss to have a long prayer..