Insecure

For the first time after years I feel so insecure about my future.. about my work. Suddenly black clouds appear and blocked my sunshine. I feel afraid.

I was always have plan A, plan B, and plan C for my life. But somehow lately I've been busy with one thing that actually absurd and I've forgotten my plan B and plan C. And when my plan A failed, I feels like loosing control about my life. Am I too confident with my self all this long God? I forgot that there is YOU that able to turn everything the other way in just ONE CLICK.

I'm loosing my confident now.